Just checked my cbox...
didn't know there was this dude , J
who said that i'm an asshole and
I allowed my horrible blog to define who i am...

and i'm a narcissist crack because of my Me-filled-previous-post....

uhhh ...

so what ?

i'm not exactly a narcissist....
and

this is my blog.....
i do not have to care about your feelings / your interest to write...

i write according to my own FREE will and style...
so just Love it or Hate it...

and you are such an asshole...
if you are daring...just put your name you fool

and since i'm ALWAYS curious
i can track you down you South African guy named Joshua Gosling....

You Suck. =p

I miss my long hair so so so much now
( but i don't plan to leave my hair to that length anymore =( )

I read so many blog today lols.....
and read their archives...
they look cute with their short hair but they look better with their long hair ! xD

most of my friends have really really short hair way back in 2007 xD ( ME INCLUDED XD )
BUT most of them are leaving their hair long now and i'm the only one keeping my hair short xD

I thought i will look fresher with my short hair....
but lols

i kinda miss my feminine look now xD
I need my long hair to feminize ( no such word xD ) MY thick eyebrows ( which look like guys ) haha

Actually , i've been leaving my hair long since i-don't-know-when till i was in std 3 when my mum cropped my hair ( a little above shoulder length ) * she admitted that she planned to cut my cut my hair until shoulder length but with my wavy hair , she just kept making mistakes and my hair got shorter and shorter haha xD ( AND IT'S 2 days before my dancing performance for sports day ) * i can still remember xD xD

and after that experience , i developed tonsurephobia ( fear of getting haircuts)

but after PMR i got super bored of my super duper long hair
and in the end , i opted to go for the rihanna inverted bob cut xD
i didn't know that it was so popular that during the hols , i spotted so many of my friends with the bob cut ( but not inverted ones haha )

since then ,
i kept maintaining my haircut ( short ) until now.....

and i'm bored now

and i was thinking....eh....prom what can i do with this freaking short hair.....

The " Evolution " of my short hair xD



My previous long hair random shots xD




Even though i have to admit that i look skinnier with my long hair....
but i think somehow....it complements my not-so sharp look xD
and soften my eyebrows xD




Like this shot xD haha......i seriously need my long hair to make this shot more feminine ! xD

Ok...now let's move on to a totally hair-unrelated topic...

Wen Qi intro-ed me Skillet's Hero as the opening song for _______ event in December haha
and gosh.....i'm hooked to that song !!!

Skillet's last night ( intro-ed by Zanne previously was equally nice but have more rock touch and feel to it )

and and and

Jen , the drummer is awesome !!!

i really really really want to be like her !!!!!!
( but i'm not a professional drummer , yet xD ) -GONNA practice more after SPM =p

AND HER vocals are really good...i like her accent as well xD english accent maybe xD

Skillet-Hero



besides this ,

I grew to love The Script-The Man who can't Be moved Intro-ed by James



Love the meaning of the song =)

And f(x)-Chu~



I don't really like the song....but i love the choreography =D
( apparently they shared the same choreographer with SHINEE ( some of the songs ) AND the choreographer is non other than one of Gwen Stefanie's Harajuku girls , Rino Nakasone

I honestly like Korean's choreography and dance because their dance is like...whoah....one of the best in the world because they even hired renowned choreographer...such as Super Junior -Sorry Sorry ( Nick bass , who has worked with Beyonce , Britney Spears , etc... )

And SPM is next week.... gosh !!!
i feel so unready but somehow i'm not really worried but i'm so worried ( oh...what i'm talking about now !! )

can't wait for SPM to end ( even though DECEMBER is gonna be a super duper busy months with prom , christmas celebration planning , outings , weddings , etc )

Can't wait for my next piano class ( Jan 2010 ) =( so long !!!
i have a feeling that Uncle Bach will be annoyed with my stiffen fingers and awkward playing since i've not been practicing my ATCL diploma pieces for months already!!!
i was like....Rachmaninoff-ing all the time xD

and and and....on Jan 23rd i might be attending a " how to write your program notes for your diploma exams " talk ( something like that ) at MPO....who wants to go with me xD haha ( i'm in a dire need for that talk since i have to write my program notes for my upcoming diploma exam next year .....

and that white grand piano ( with the electronic playing thing which makes it look like a ghost piano ) as it can play automatically.....there is this song " plaque embroide " ...woah...sounds so nice...

there's this chinese-sy feel to it such as " Wang's Sunflower "



too bad i still can't find the score to the " plaque embroide " song ( i think this is not even the real name haha =( )

somehow , i really grow to love Chinese-influenced pieces and Russian-influenced pieces (for piano that is ) and of course ,who can forget Ravel =)

I also want to polish my drumming skills ( as if i'm skilled enough haha )
i quited drum and violin way back in 2004
and ballet when i was in std 2
and dance way back in 2007 / post 2008

i want to learn back those next year haha ( maybe i'm gonna choose drum over violin...but ballet vs modern dace....i still have to make my final decision haha )

and i'm so gonna practice my driving so that it's more stable so that my parents can allow me to drive alone ( now i still can't )

i don't consider myself a " kayu " driver...but a really dangerous driver as i'm overly daring ( as what my mum said haha )

kayz....it's such a long post and this is my 500th post btw =)

and this is my last post till after spm ( 10th december 2009 )

and my hiatus starts now =)

haiz...and i can't attend APYAC this year.....since my Engineering Drawing exam coincides with the 1st day of APYAC , another relative's wedding coincides with the 2nd day of APYAC =(

so sad =(

Oh ya , suddenly i thought about Flight of the Bumblebee...( IN CLAUDIA'S BLOG XD )
and Maksim is not the fastest player now , Yuja Wang overtook him xD haha

she's only 22 this year btw !!!



but my piano teacher ( Uncle BACH =P ) once said " if you give me 8 hours to practice....i can surpass her speed "

lols....maybe after SPM I'M GONNA accept this challenge xD

Yeah....i looked tired and really really sad xD


BECAUSE



my beloved.....


=(

You know what ?

I PASSED my driving test last Wednesday !!! =D

I totally didn't expect myself to pass this test in one go xD

Really Thank God that he made this possible ..

because

I WAS TOTALLY UNREADY FOR THE TEST !!!

The morning itself , ( before the test ) ...

my parking wasn't even that good that i even knocked down 2 poles >< ( i overshot the yellow line =( )

AND THE hill part....
the engine died down at the peak point xD

and on the road....
the engine nearly died down... xD

My instructor told me this ,

" I can't guarantee you whether they will pass or fail you...but if you pass this test , you are really lucky... "

and that made me flabbergast and doubt my abilities xD

To cut the long story short ,
I went into this room where they are like.....let's say.....90 people there ?
some are 1st timers while some came to retake their exam for either part 1 ( parking package ) or part 2 ( on the road)

I got no.7 xD haha xD
Thank GOD because i do not have to wait for so many people xD
and yeah xD i'm not alone with no.7 coz =)


and i got the 1st session =D early in the morning =D FRESH AIR =p

The parking poles....took this picture just moments away before my test xD

no1-no8 was called 1st to start the test xD
HONESTLY it was quite freaky as there are soo many eyes looking at how we perform the test and etc xD

When it was my turn for the hill test ,
thank god i stopped right beside the pole and THANK GOD THAT I MANAGED TO GET DOWN THE HILL without the car reversing / the engine died down.....

practically , it went down swiftly =)

When i got down the car to let the person sign my card....
i thought that i failed my test because she somehow ticked " gagal "
but thank god it isn't because i miscalculated the boxes xD

When it's my turn for parking ,
i did it amazingly well xD
i somehow felt peace ( even though everyone's looking at me because they are watching how are we going to do the parking and 3 point turn haha )

The 3 point turn went swiftly as welll =D
thank God no poles went fell when i did my parking and my 3 point turn xD

when i went to collect my card ,
i was so happy that i passed the 1st part of the test xD =D =D =D =D

I congratulated my new found friend ( a young mother , 25 ) haha as she also passed her test with flying colours xD

The second part of the test was a little scary.....
My invigilator was a woman....
very very stern and strict looking woman....

I just smiled and went in p0litely doing all those things that we have to do ( sit belt , check the mirrors etc )

It went quite smoothly except that my engine nearly died a few times....

when she said " sudah nak mati engin beberapa kali ah... "

i was like , " Chermaine , prepare to fail "

But thank GOD that she passed me =D =D =D =D =D

It was unexpected xD

This is going to be in my car for 2 years =D

After the test , i chatted with my new found friend and found out that she's going for her motorcycle test next week....cool !!

She made me want to go for it as well.... ( maybe after spm for fun xD )

When i reached home , i saw my mother just about to leave the house ,
so i stopped her and showed her my result haha xD

AND off we go to take my passport pic for my license..... =D

i looked so exhausted and ugly in the pic but i couldn't care much as i was too excited to get my license xD

TRUE enough ,i claimed my license last friday =D

TADAA.....

Many people said that i looked under aged haha xD
like i'm 12 or something >.< haha xD

well...lols....i don't know what to say xD

I'm so tired......

this is going to be one exhausting week

YAY !!
THANK GOD !!!
I passed my QTI XD
( i knw it's not a biggie haha )

and my real test is gonna be on wednesday !!!

hopefully i can pass

Really thank GOD that i really passed my QTI today because i was totally clueless about them having the driving trial test today xD

i just went there thinking it's just another day of my driving lesson haha

Thank God !!

Shinee is back !!

and now...it's much better than Juliette !
( i dont like their image there )

at least they are better here...

and them singing live.....good whey !!
( it's hard to sing and dance live ! )

Minho is so hot ! HE'S SO TALL ! =)
Taemin and Key's hair is much better here as well xD

and what i like the most ?
It's gotta be their CHOREOGRAPHY !

After 2 years having my trademark hair ( short hair )
above shoulders ,

Now i'm really missing my long hair

but I do not really want a super long hair
because it doesn't look good on me as i'm skinny..

but i want a slightly longer hair xD

and why when i really want my hair to grow slower ( during my bob hair days )
they grow really fast...

and now that i want my hair to grow faster ,
they grow really slow.... =(

ah...

another random post lols..

Thank God Yeng is fine already !!
I was really worried yesterday when she told me that she've been suffering headaches since the day before until yesterday that she can't even sleep properly !!

She told me that the doctor diagnose her with low blood pressure ,
Hence , the headache....
But I didn't know low blood pressure would bring quite some suffering....
My Dad is also a person with low blood pressure ( practically my father side of the family Are low blood peeps including me )
But mine is not critically low....just 90+ ( but considered very low.... ) normal is 120+
Dad is 80+ and that's why he always have headache everyday ( mild ones )

Conclusion ,
Not Only High Blood Pressure are dangerous for peeps...
Low Blood Peeps as well ....
even though you can't die from low blood pressure ,
A person who have low blood pressure can suddenly faint ( my friend fainted in the toilet before ) , feeling a little light headed after sitting / squatting for a long time and frequent mild mild mild mild headaches ( dad ) and occasional headache " attack"( Yeng )

Now the question arises ,
How to increase blood pressure for Low Blood Peeps ?
Some say , eating sotongs ( squids ) or other fried stuff that can make you fat
err....

According to me...
i think it's wrong
Even though Low blood pressure peeps might not have high blood pressure in the future....
But remember ,

The amount of CHOLESTEROL still increases !!! xD

So , take care and eat healthily people =D

What an " Unlucky " day =(

Went to school today and i didn't know it's a holiday !
( Actually today suppose to have an LK seminar )
but since i skipped school last friday ,
i didn't get the info =(

In the end ,
i was stuck in school till 11.15am when my dad fetched me home xD
Would like to thank Elise for accompanying me and Mandy for lending me her 30 cents haha
( since i cannot use my hp in front of everyone , thus i have to use coins - which i don't have xD )

Thank God that this morning i just have the strong feeling that i have to bring my hp to school today
and lols.....
THANK GOD again because my phone really helped me a lot !!
Luckily , Maziah , The twins and Fakhrool were also there .....and i'm not the only Gaharu-ian there xD

The good news is that I got to study Physics @ school today ,
ironically , Puan Sabrina teached well today compared to her teaching attitude when she teaches our class !
Maybe she really detest 5 G a lot.....lols xD ( I'M JUST joking xD )

Waited for my driving instructor for 1/2 hour just now and he didn't showed up,
called the driving centre and they told me that he have some other things to do and cannot teach me...
Gosh...at least they should inform me earlier !!!

Not going to attend Minda Ceria for the whole week....
so sad !
Parents going to China that's why....
Gonna be at home and school for 6 days straight....
I'm gonna miss Minda Ceria =(
Especially wednesday class !!
I really need to attend !!!!
The Pearl whey....i am not really good at it =(

I'm just gonna keep myself busy to keep myself occupied ...
I can't be too free......i just can't......
I'm born to be a very busy person ....

Oh ya...
my throat hurts now...
The takoyaki snack balls ( not those type you see in Jusco...it comes in packets xD ) did the damage !!
Usually i will not make a BIG deal out of it...
but this is.....ish.....
not really painful but very disturbing ....

♥ Chermaine Kang

Hey peeps !!! I'm Chermaine =D i'm ...
Stubborn , Talkative , Blur and Random...

-> I think the words above totally summarize who I am xD
-> Some people would say that the " cool " , unapproachable impression
-> But hey. I do smile =)
-> Child of GOD =)
-> Have a love affair with piano since i was 7
-> unprofessional pianist juggling with my studies and SPM
-> Always laugh for no reasons
-> Was given the nickname " dragonfly " because my face is too small for those cool big shades =(
-> Wished that i'm taller
-> Plans to enjoy my life to the max. after SPM
-> A person who live based on theories
-> Secretly wants to master the drums as well
-> Is Totally hopeless with string instruments ( violins and guitars ) even thought i did dreamt of playing the electric guitar because it's just so cool !
-> Loves to draw but loathes to paint
-> Prefers dancing to singing
-> Skinny but not anorexic ( HONESTLY ...I WANT TO GAIN WEIGHT ! )
-> A girl who is really lazy to care about the proper usage of ENGLISH when she blogs
-> Starting to love numbers but DETEST chemistry
-> Loves A cat =)

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